I need to get out of here.

Not just this place, but this mind.

He comes home next weekend.

I love that I only come on this site when I feel like shit.

Guess what? Correct.

Please, help me. = /

And this is when I remember that I'm the socially awkward one.

I'm improving.

I love a good socially awkward guy. [for a friend or more]

I feel more at home.

So, I'm two different people.

There is the me during class. I'm loud. I like to answer questions. I raise my hand and get along with my teachers. I'll made snide jokes and get people laughing. I enjoy myself. I'm willing to share information about my life, and I'm cheerful. I know how to answer questions. My teachers actually know my name this  year, even only after the second day.

Then there is the me at home / with people. I'm quiet. I don't like talking very much, I'd much rather just listen to you. I'm introverted and would laugh if someone wanted me to be different.

Somehow, I'm becoming more like the school me. It's fun. I'm actually talking to people and making friends and getting along. Doesn't mean I'm not scared shitless about the future, but so far... I'm enjoying myself.

New goal for this year;

Stop bitching about life.